Dear 2015,
You’ve been one hell of a hard year. If someone had asked me to describe you a week ago, I would have said “you suck and you need to piss off already.” You have been quite the asshole, and I don’t think I’m the only one who has felt this way. I’m glad it’s almost over…and yet I’m a little sad. I remember having so much hope at the beginning of the year, and then it was gone and it has been a struggle to get any ounce of it back.
As I sit here typing this post, having a quiet New Year’s Eve with my wonderful, amazing husband and our Furbaby, I’m filled with a mixture of emotions. This year has been a year of struggle, despair, hope, survival, and growth. There were moments that I hated, that crushed me, that showed me the darkest parts of my soul, and yet those moments have inspired me. I truly believe I’m a better person, there is still plenty of work to be done but I’m confident that I can handle it, that my relationship can soar above all the difficult moments, and that better things are coming. I’ve already decided that no matter what, 2016 will be the best damn year and if not, I’ll make it so.
So let me raise my cup of tea and share my wish for 2016. I wish that 2016 brings you all the love, happiness, joy, and strength you deserve. That there are moments that will make you giggle and laugh, and moments that help you appreciate all you have. So here’s to a wonderful, kinder 2016. So I hope you have a wonderful and joyous New Year, friends.
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